life is full of these strange happenings.i really dont understand as to why there are so many things which i dont understand.i was thinking that i would be doing good in TOEFL by scoring about 270 but landed up getting just 250.i was really taken aback..as i had worrked for it and was expecting good score.because i feel that i am good at english to certain extent.i was really feeling bad that i boast about my english to everybody and nothing big happened.i am bad???? i am good????? i really dont understand????
sometimes i feel my way of expressing is too explicit that people put in some place where i dont belong or that i get carried away....anyways..i would rather compromise saying that "whatever happens happens for good ".
but i must say the date for toefl came to me like a blessing.i think lord was kind enough to give a date where in i would write a CBT itself.i am really greatful for that...if i had not got the date then i would be going in for another tunnel of things where i would be risking my success...hmm anyways i feel good about..these are some small things which...make me ponder over the uncertainity of life.
one quote which i believe is "uncertainity is something which certainly works"
Monday, August 28, 2006
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
12th and 13th august!
these dates...
As i thought would be a normal day.wherein i would get up and just sit in front of my GRE books to mugg some words.but these two days was something which i remember for my life time.12th was my school friend Archana's wedding reception.Dressed up and went to Bina's house from there we left to the convention hall.it was nice to see my friend fully dress in that beautiful attire.anyways this was not the main thing.the presence of my school teacher Mrs Subadhra mam was something memorable.i was really surprised as to hw easily one can move with the teacher who thought me at my very young age and even till date has the same ropport with her students.i had my other friend too thats divya.she was really funny..she added the tinge of the school time small girls' attitude!.had good food with my teacher and came home for another good thing.that was, my both brothers had come home.it was fun to be with them.especially the 9 months old baby.
the next day, that is 13th was my father's birth day. Had been to ISKCON temple for dinner prasadam.it was real spiritual retreat! i must say.the lord krishna was at his best i felt..the alankara of the lord was simply beautiful.when i just saw the lord the tears just started rolling down my eyes.the shayana arthi was simply awesome.i was feeling so light at heart that i did not wanted to come back home.the dinner prasadam was too good relished it.so that day i really felt free from all the pains and worries of my life.so i would summarise by saying " every cloud has silver lining"
As i thought would be a normal day.wherein i would get up and just sit in front of my GRE books to mugg some words.but these two days was something which i remember for my life time.12th was my school friend Archana's wedding reception.Dressed up and went to Bina's house from there we left to the convention hall.it was nice to see my friend fully dress in that beautiful attire.anyways this was not the main thing.the presence of my school teacher Mrs Subadhra mam was something memorable.i was really surprised as to hw easily one can move with the teacher who thought me at my very young age and even till date has the same ropport with her students.i had my other friend too thats divya.she was really funny..she added the tinge of the school time small girls' attitude!.had good food with my teacher and came home for another good thing.that was, my both brothers had come home.it was fun to be with them.especially the 9 months old baby.
the next day, that is 13th was my father's birth day. Had been to ISKCON temple for dinner prasadam.it was real spiritual retreat! i must say.the lord krishna was at his best i felt..the alankara of the lord was simply beautiful.when i just saw the lord the tears just started rolling down my eyes.the shayana arthi was simply awesome.i was feeling so light at heart that i did not wanted to come back home.the dinner prasadam was too good relished it.so that day i really felt free from all the pains and worries of my life.so i would summarise by saying " every cloud has silver lining"
Friday, August 11, 2006
no more college!
hi..
it feels really good that i have finished my masters in BT.
i thought life would be all easy after this...but the life seems to be even more challenging and demands more of my intelligence.
The waves of life,is so different and so vivid that i really did not expect.anyways now that i am at home..it feels as if i am jailed! nw i realise as to hw much i miss my college days??? i really cannot accept that "life moves on".
the first ragging in degree,then we guys getting, all prepared to ragg our juniours..hw can i forget those days???the eat outs,the movies,eating in class,bunking,mocking at lecturers,results-that tensed moments! oh GOD! i miss them all!.even just typing about it gets a smile on my face.5 years of studies....is done! i still cant believe.
it feels really good that i have finished my masters in BT.
i thought life would be all easy after this...but the life seems to be even more challenging and demands more of my intelligence.
The waves of life,is so different and so vivid that i really did not expect.anyways now that i am at home..it feels as if i am jailed! nw i realise as to hw much i miss my college days??? i really cannot accept that "life moves on".
the first ragging in degree,then we guys getting, all prepared to ragg our juniours..hw can i forget those days???the eat outs,the movies,eating in class,bunking,mocking at lecturers,results-that tensed moments! oh GOD! i miss them all!.even just typing about it gets a smile on my face.5 years of studies....is done! i still cant believe.
Saturday, August 05, 2006
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